Flowerings of seekers at beloved Guruji's lotus feet

Wonder what life looks like under the divine guidance of Guruji? Learn from the personal experiences of Srimadhan Varadarajan, Rajagopalan KS, and Sudharsun Kannan, who have been disciples of Guruji for decades now, as they try their best to concise an ocean of blessings and divinty into a few paragraphs:

'Sitting under the feet of the master'

-Sudharsun Kannan

I was never in search of the Aathman, nor I was a seeker. It all happened. Initially curiosity brought me in. Thanks to Madhan anna who brought me in the world of spirituality and meditation. It took a while since I met Guruji. I entered the world of spirituality during May 1997. I was first introduced to Guruji by Balaji anna on December 8, 1997.

It was just a beginning. It took me 4 years to really come to Guruji. His Holiness was compassionate enough to take me to Amarnath yatra during August 2001. It was the time when I started to know about the compassion of His Holiness. I am never a qualified meditator or a spiritual seeker of quality. It was all bestowed on me by His Holiness.

The nectar of being with His Holiness followed thence. It was so much love poured by His Holiness. Whatever I know in meditation today or spirituality today is only because of His Holiness. In fact, there is nothing to do when I am with His Holiness. Just merely being with Him is the miracle. I do not care about knowing the self or being enlightened. Just being with Him alone is enough for me.

In fact all the experiences that I had experienced is only because of your grace Beloved His Holiness. After being associated with you, I have lost the desire to experience in meditation, it has shifted from the experience to the experiencer only by your outbound compassion Beloved HH. Added to that you have shifted the course of this rivering of life many times by our grace. What was destined to happen in my life was altered and re-written by you many many many times.

I do not have wish to have moksha or samadhi. If you wish I am ready to take birth again. But, one request. Should I be born in the next birth, I wish to be born like an inanimate thing like a doormat in your abode His Holiness. That itself will suffice.

'EXPERIENCE OF SITTING AT THE FEET OF HOLINESSES'

-Srimadhan Varadarajan

Very tough to explain Indeed! At first, we will not be subtle to understand what happens.

We intend to think that we become subtle because of spiritual because of Meditation, Bhakthi, Guru Seva etc., But it is not! We become subtle only thru their grace

We begin to understand that nothing can be even compared to being at the feet of Holinesses. It is the best one can aspire to! Compared to it, even ruling Kailash or Vaikunta is nothing!

Let us start from the base!

The feeling that we have the body ceases to exist

There will be no thoughts at all.

Place ceases to exist (We cant comprehend where we are!)

Time ceases to exist and we go beyond the birth and death (Time is death!)

As we become more subtle,

We forget the “meditation state”

We forget the “I”

Whatever “We” ceases to exist!

As we delve more,

We will state of emptiness/fullness throughout. Just as pure “Athman”

The Aathman expands continuously without an end

Then, We become the absolute!

Moksha is Saroopyam (Same form as God), Sameepyam (Promixity to God) & Sayujyam (Same state as God). Experience of Moksha normally happens after the Aathman leaves the physical body and goes to the abode of Shiva/Vishnu/Brahma etc., but for a person sitting at the feet of the Master it happens in this world i.e., Boolokha itself when we sit at the feet of beloved Her & His Holiness.

Sitting at Holinesses feet Is Enlightenment! Is Moksha!

Does it end, no it does not! - It is much more that which none can comprehend/bring it is words! In simple terms, It is the Unknowable which cant be known at all!

'One Pager on my experience with beloved HH'

-Rajagopalan KS alias Balaji

I would like to start with a zen quote, Sitting silently, doing nothing, the Spring comes and the Grass Grows by itself.

Though by the wish of almighty existence, I stayed opposite to beloved HHs house ever since I was 2 years, The first day I met him in his true magnanimity after his attainment of enlightenment was during my adolescent age. My seeking for God was always there ever since my childhood wherein I was blessed with The opportunity to attend Satsang, Bhajan and classes of Bal Vikas.

Though they were all exciting and attracting in their own way, the real turning point of my life came when I met our beloved HH after the demise of my father in the year 1995.

It was like Love at the first sight, the lover to whom I belonged to was found. I knew it rather than realizing it. I felt I have arrived. I was home. If there was anything that I could attain or if there was someone who can indicate God to me, it can not be anyone else rather than our beloved HH Guruji.

Whenever I simply sit in front of him, or even a mere gaze of him at me Gives me so much of life and liveliness to my being. It blossoms or springs and resonates with the existence when I am with our beloved.

I have no where to go. I need no one else. No scriptures, No rituals which are today without any spirit. I just know from the core of my being that this is my God.

He is in me and I am in him

He is me and I am him

He is the Poorna as well as the Shunyatha

You can win him over only by your true love as he is love personified, compassion personified and God personified.

To hell with enlightenment when I am with him I am empty but completely full with myself. I can find no words to match his divinity, love, grace, compassion.

Oh my dear fellow seekers, there is no need to perform any penance, no need to strugggle or get entangled in your mind.

Come and dissolve yourselves in our beloved HH to find the real You.

I love you my beloved HH and surrender unconditionally at your lotus feet for all that you are and have given to this unworthy soul